i found this through digg this morning and it hit pretty close to home.
seriously, time-wasting and procrastination has become such an important part of my life. it sounds ridiculous and very contradictory but its a serious affliction.
sometimes i work for 15 hours, sleep 5, and work 15 again. and then i have 15 hours to myself. i either sleep 15 hours straight or spend time doing absolutely nothing like Facebooking and blog-hopping. And no, its not a justification that I need some nothing time. I could use the nothing time watching a movie, or maybe read (sometimes I forget I used to do that!) but I do nothing. I hate the TV and as electronically savvy as I am, the TV remote baffles me. But I watch TV for endless hours even when there's nothing interesting to watch. I watch badly subtitle Romanian films. this time, its worse than just putting off studying for the exam. at least i freaked out 2 days before the exam. now i don't freak out even the day of the exam.
i have put off doing seriously important things just to spend hours organising my already super organised computer into more folders. that done, i have spent time renaming the contacts on my address book so they all have the same capitalisation. i have made wishlists and lists of lists. i have searched for random recipes and why? i've also noticed how my damn laptop and bloody Google are such an integral part of this. yes, i do feel lost when my internet connection decides to have its monthly moodswing.
i am rambling and digressing.
i am not sure if i am obsessively compulsively disordered or i'm just productively challenged.
help?
"anyone can do any amount of work, provided it isn't the work he is supposed to be doing at the moment."
- Robert Benchley

1 comments:
Who says Facebooking is nothing? It's great philanthropy done to yourself! And its like great. Yes.
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