10 things i hate about my life..

The usually (overly) optimistic me has taken a beating for now and pessimism has decided to take over. So I have decided to create my own tag. You’re more than welcome to do your own version…and if you do, send me a link and I will definitely come by and empathise

10 things I hate about my life right now…

1. Sleep
   I sleep too much or I sleep too little. I go for weeks with 4-5 hours of sleep at night and then on my one day off, I do nothing amazing, but sleep for 12-14 hours. I love sleeping…but not this way.
   
   
2. Work
   Work also includes studying. I feel like I’m working all the time. Yes, I need the money so I have to work and I have to justify spending $8000 ever semester so I have to study…butbutbut…I don’t want to work. Mommy!
   
   
3. Food
   I miss home food. McDonald’s, KFC and Subway feel like heaven when you don’t have to eat it every other day coz ur too poor to buy anything else. I eat shit food every day (chiefly because I don’t have the time or the inclination to make something that tastes good) I’m used to my mum whipping up something amazing even with just two pieces of bread and one egg. All I can do with that is omelette/boiled egg and toast! Grrr….
   
   
4. Chaos
   I feel like my life is in a constant state of chaos. I have no fixed meal times, no sleep time…nothing is fixed..except of course my work times. The chaos is reflected in the state of my wardrobe and my room…its so disorganized. I’m a list-maker and like having my day planned so I know exactly what I need to do…but I
   
5. Family, friends and familiarity
   I lose count…how many times have I whined about this already. Well, add another number to that list. I can’t say it enough. I miss everyone…and all this shit would’ve been much easier if I had everyone around me!
   
   
6. Books
   I can’t go to sleep without reading…even if it is reading the manual for some electronic device. But I always had books at home…now I own 3 books…and wait till I can afford something on eBay!
   
   
7. Space
   Living with flat-mates gives you a whole new level of tolerance…and in my case, it adds a whole new layer to my habit of talking to myself…lol.. I have wonderful flat mates…but its not all great always right… and I value my personal space above everything else in the world…and I wish people would understand that sometimes I just like being alone and in my own world!
   
   
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10. Pessimism
    I hate being so pessimistic but my shit life is making me pessimistic. I make fun of myself all the time and try to keep smiling but some days it all gets me down. I want to be happy all the time like I used to be…but I guess growing up isn’t that easy.
    

Phew… that felt good…. I think I feel a lot better now. Looks like getting that out of me actually made me positive again! I started out feeling like I had a million things to complain about…but I didn’t even make it to 10…and that really makes me feel good. Looks like life ain’t all that bad either!

Yay…sunshine on my shoulders