don't bother

i hate it when i have too much going through my mind. i can't pay attention to and and ruminate enough on one thought alone.

samples...

random thought one:

not always pretty. this thing called love.

not always hugs and kisses and choco-fudge sundae.

random thought two:

why can't people just say what's on their mind? why play a guessing game and then get bitchy because the other person based their moves on their incorrect guess. but you didn't bother correcting their guess. you're the one who made them play guess!
just say it.
simple...enough?

random thought three:

do i need a haircut or should i hold out another month?

random thought four:

is this blog getting too personal?
should i start another venting blog?
but..
this blog will just d-i-e won't it coz all i do is vent?
hm.. decisions decisions...

random thought five:

i really need to go claim my bottle of thums up.
i hate thums up but just coz i don't get it here and we managed to get five bottles for a bargain, i had to have one for myself.
but now, there's one remaining and the boys have been eyeing it for the last couple-o-days.
thums up or exchange it for something better?

random thought six:

i miss ma. all the time.


...i'm tired. its 3:00 am and maybe i should go to bed. i question everything too much i just noticed. weird person this.