random..

i am a fairly uncomplicated person and i believe this makes me fairly stupid too!
i may not be terribly outspoken, but i say what i think and how i see it.
i'm terrible at making excuses.
i'm logical to a fault.
i am myself at all times.
silly things make me happy.
that's how it goes...

why it makes me stupid is because i think that everyone else is that way too and like you all know, everyone's not. i get quite confused and often even alarmed that people can have varied personalities. of course, all of us are different around people we are comfortable with, and in those cases, let go completely, but most actually have a complete makeover. it's almost as though they suffer from Multiple Personality Disorder, and i'm never quite sure which one I'm talking to.

also, it's said that it's nothing but STUPID to tell people the truth. i do lie, yes, but not about EVERYTHING, not about how I feel, or think or care about something. what is the logic behind it all?

is it the fear of ridicule? or is the fear of non-acceptance? i don't quite understand really.

very random rambling.
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