hell and back...

sometimes it's good to fight to bring back the romance in your life. hell, maybe i sound old saying that but when you've been together for more than 6 years, and you know every teensy weensy detail of what's happening in the other person's life, you also tend to take each other for granted. thats when you need a horrible fight. ok....i agree this new found wisdom came only when things started looking up and before that i felt like tearing out all the hair on v's head, but yes, a fight can actually be good.

well..considering its us...we fight aaaaaalllll the time.lol.thats what happens when opposites attract. :) but no, thats not the kinda fight im talking about. we had a horrible horrible fight this time. the "i-don't-want-to-talk-to-you-or-see-you" kinda fight. it lasted for about a week and now it looks like its finally over...

i shouted( that really surprised him, and even more, me!)
i cried (that comes easy!)
i was cold
i was angry

and sooo sooo much more......

but then it just started becoming ok. no i dont know how. it just did. and all of a sudden i'm in lowwwwee again...n i feel like a giddy 15 year old! :-) and and and, the bestestestest part is i get spoilt for being angry....FLOWERS...ok..i know thats soo typical but they make me happy. really wappy happy. and i sound sooo terribly sappy. lol.

so, in conclusion, once more, fights can be good sometimes. but then like i said a couple of posts back, you need to have the fortitude of the certain to get you through those hellish days when u think "maybe six feet ain't so far down..."

of course, we could be fighting in less than 24 hours! :)