"love knows not its depth until the hour of separation"

exams are over. though it feels strange to think im done with college.

finally get to be wid my love and even though we spoke EVERYDAY for about an hour over these last 3 years(yes i had MAMMOTH phone bills these past 3 yrs!)..thr's still soooooooo much to talk about, so much to catch up on, so much we don't know, so much to laugh about, so much to fight about.....yet it feels like he's never been away...
but what im most grateful for is that even though we spent what was probably the most important period of our relationship.....apart......we stuck through it all...
its been hard....really really hard...long distance is not a joke...and of course there've been times when i've cried so much i've asked myself if it was worth it..but i never got a negative answer. i've never regretted being in love, infact on the contrary, ive often felt scared that i loved too much....if that makes any sense...
yes at times we've felt like we've grown apart and things have seemed irreparable...but the thought of living without each other has been enough to make us work towards bridging that gap... i can't live without that man. i am a very independent person but when it comes to him, i'm so totally dependent, i surprise myself even. i dunno if that is weird. i dunno if that is sweet. i just know that's how it is.
even today, life seems perfect because he's here, but at the same time we're fighting every half hour about what would probably be insiginificant otherwise, but right now is twice as important for us..
we have literally and in every other way, grown up together.....from exchanging notes for board exams, to trying to outdo each other at being 'cool', from tryin to impress each other, to waiting impatinetly for the phone to ring, from counting days to be able to be together again to just sitting together and not talking for hours.....we've run the whole gamut....and come out strong and TOTALLY insane...because of and about each other...
i love being able to completely let go and be myself and not worry about how i'm looking or if my shoes match my bag....
i love all our madness, the corny one-liners, the wise-cracks, the kiddish behaviour... reserved only for each other....
i love being best friends before anything else....
i love being in love....

i know half of what i've written might not make much to sense to you, but it does to me. and
i dunno why im talking about this. im not given to publicly expressing my love or what is mor easily described as PDA. but i guess through this terrible outpouring of genuine emotions, i just want one thing to come across and that is how much i love this man and there ain't no mountain high enough, ain't no river wide enough , ain't no valley low enough...to keep me from getting to you baby...